i feel no sense of belonging...juz dun feel like i belong to somewhere or someone... my life's fucked up... i tink imma needa learn to live all alone...loner for life
begin @ 11/05/2009 10:06:00 PM
★ Nov 1, 2009 ★
wah...so long didnt come edit my blog liao...i've been busying editing my class de blog...lol MYCLASSBLOG click here hahas...so...dun ask me abt the name or wadsoever...cuz our class is juz as lame as i am...haa...
begin @ 11/01/2009 02:39:00 PM
★ Oct 29, 2009 ★
finally got internet...actually ytd (or the day before) have alr...but then the day before i was sick, so reach home and land on bed till ytd, and ytd cant get thry cuz my lappy cock up again... so luckily today can online, then check mail for GEMs' tutorial notes etc, then do GEMs homework and msn... ok i hope amir gonna get online asap...cuz i wanna copy maths notes...>.< wah siala...now i listening to a chinese song...lol...so long never listen to chinese song alr lor...somemore all my classmate like reggae & rnb & pop & rock & metal...all english somemore...some korean/jap song...wth... then juz now listen to a thousand year song...i onli listen for like 48 minutes, and it alr played for 9 years 302 days ...wtf sia...and will end at year 2999...!!! FUCK. i tink after duno how many generation of mine perish then the song will end la...
begin @ 10/29/2009 11:53:00 PM
★ Oct 21, 2009 ★
a big thank to hawa ummal for lending me her starhub internet usb... finally can use internet at home without the need to 'steal' other ppl's internet...
damnit sia 2 weeks no internet...>.< then never blog for so long...bloody hell... now forgot wad i usually blog alr...cuz like also no mood...damn shag...after many hours of soccer in sch... somemore juz now my peee kena 56/100...damnit...then juz hand in the paper and leave the class straight after the lecturer say "if u wan go thru, u can stay and listen; but if u wan to leave, juz hand in the paper and u can go"... damn no mood...somemore reali duno wad the fuck should i do tml...1030 to 1230 tcs, then 1430 to 1530 Emaths...wtf sia...2 hrs break and then 1 hrs of maths? wth is tat for sia...might as well straight after tcs maths then we can go off early or wad... damnit...damnit...damnit... then tml after sch also another fucked up thing... dun wish to go home early, then some ppl go find gf, some wan go home...then i duno wad to do alr lor...DAMN!
ok i lazy blog liao... BYE.
begin @ 10/21/2009 07:25:00 PM
★ Oct 19, 2009 ★
boring...
begin @ 10/19/2009 08:27:00 AM
★ Oct 15, 2009 ★
wah now i coping other ppl's internet again...LOL damn sian without internet...alr 1 week sia... juz now woke up at 1, then went straight to sch to meet amir lipchang and syafiq. then play soccer while waiting for jianfang, then after tat go spgg swim and sauna etc... then after tat go fc5 see see slack a very short while, then went to soccer again with jianfang's presence... then after tat go clementi long john makan, then go home...kinda shiok cuz for soccer we onli play shootout...damn. well sch's gonna start nxt week, and this week for me is kinda pack...[well tats good cuz i wouldnt feel much bored-er] LOLx.
ok gotta go before anyone caught me using some other ppl's internet X.X BYE! ;D
begin @ 10/15/2009 09:44:00 PM
★ Oct 14, 2009 ★
now at library...coping wireless@sg[sound pathetic? yes it is...n face, VERY] juz applied for general elective module...damnit so little slots left...then i anyhow choose...lol then now leaving cuz working at 5pm...and juz wanna blog before i leave...cuz i god damn long never blog alr...>.<
begin @ 10/14/2009 03:04:00 PM
★ Oct 13, 2009 ★
fuck sia...so long no blog...damnit no internet >.<>then now using macdonalds internet... and i'm gonna summarize all the daily events tat start from the day tat i dun have internet...>.<
8oct09 tat morning after i woke up, i sort out the bbq list and ppl who are attending in notepad format then send to all those who are attending the bbq on tuesday, 13oct09... after tat, went to soccer with some of the guys, jianfang, lipchang, amir, syafiq, roys, khairul, khairul's friend, leo and linus (who were both late -.-) then after tat, suppose plan for swimming at spgg, but first, lipchang forget to bring his admin card and even his ezlink, secondly leo and linus came at ard 4 plus, and the swimming at spgg for students end at 5pm...so...we didnt went swimming... then after leo and linus came (after the rest of us playing for hours), we sat ard, doin some shitty stuffs to leo and linus cuz their birthday are 1 day before and after respectively, then we went to grab some bite at FC5... after tat we wanna soccer again, then continue all the way till ard 9 plus, then all head home after... once i reach home, as usual, on laptop and login to msn and internet, but then, something happen --- NO INTERNET!!! ARGH! so it was like a nightmare to me, and its super duper bored (cuz at tis point of life, in this era, ppl like me (blogger, msn etc) without internet is like hell! T.T then i 'emo', watch those moves in my comp...and do nothing -.- then all these days ppl keep askin me to talk online etc...wth...and i cant do anything... so... 9, 10, 11, 12 oct i forgot wad i do alr...tink acc friend study, go library etc lor... 13oct09 woke up at 8am plus, sit ard the house doin nothing cuz no internet, then think wad to bring, eat breakfast, watch movie on comp... kinda worry abt the bbq cuz of the weather... till like tink 1030am then i went out (dun wanna be late cuz alwaes late, somemore plan to meet hawa and syafiq at ard 12noon... but then i'm slightly before time, 1145 i reach bedok, then some ppl was kinda shock tat i reach tat early, hahas...then start to rain heavily... met syafiq at ard 1220, still showering after many minutes of heavy rain, then we slack a short while at the KFC there, then went sheng shiong and walk ard, looking for more things to buy for bbq... hawa and khai reach at duno wad time, somewhere ard 130pm plus, then we continue looking for stuffs, and to make sure tat nothing was left out... then after tat, roys reached juz the time when we're at the cashier paying for out stuffs... took bus to ECP, with loads of stuffs...then still drizzling...and weather seems better, then wondering which bus and where exactly should we alight the bus... took 196, ard 7 to 10 bus stops, then went down, finding our damn way to the place cuz its so unfamiliar to any of us as none of us took tat bus before (i tink)... reach area C of ECP, then duno tat area B was so so so so far~ away... we walk like 5 to 10 minutes, and start to rain heavily, and we seek the nearest shelter to us, but its still like 10 to 15 minutes walk to the place where our pit is... then seek shelter for like 35 to 40 minutes, feeling damn cold and wet...and somemore got strong winds...>.< walked to the bbq pit after rain is gettin better, then saw a Giant trolley at some grass area, and we all like crazy ppl, run towards the trolley and grab it, load out stuffs then push all the way there... kinda tiring but it was fun...lols...then after tat we start to pitch the tent cuz the weather seems better, then amir reached, and the weather seems EVEN better, so we started to put our stuffs at the bbq area and after frankie reach (with his umbrella), we started to start the fire... then blahblahblah...the day goes by..., vodka, coke, sarsi, f&n drink, green tea, marshmallow, satay, prawn, beef, hotdog, nugget...WOW!...had damn lots of drinks and foods...almost overload...lols... ...evening... took damn loads of photos using amir's camera... joke of the day i tink is the leo with the trolley...LOL...i tink (and hope) amir will post it all to facebook SOON~...lols...and hope my internet will be back SOON~!!! DAMN~!!!!!! ARGH! ...night... then pack stuffs, went walk with most of the ppl, till we reach the marine parade there, then at the mac slack...for few minutes... went home by bus at opp parkway parade at ard 1045 with zhai linus and jianfang, then blahblahblah... then duno wad time reach home... and tats the day we had...damn damn damn damn fun...thanks again for those who went to the bbq and especially those who kept and bring along stuffs for the bbq...;D u guys rox! XD [lucky tis outing success sia LOL]
begin @ 10/13/2009 08:36:00 PM
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fuck sia...so long no blog...damnit no internet >.<>then now using macdonalds internet... and i'm gonna summarize all the daily events tat start from the day tat i dun have internet...>.<
8oct09 tat morning after i woke up, i sort out the bbq list and ppl who are attending in notepad format then send to all those who are attending the bbq on tuesday, 13oct09... after tat, went to soccer with some of the guys, jianfang, lipchang, amir, syafiq, roys, khairul, khairul's friend, leo and linus (who were both late -.-) then after tat, suppose plan for swimming at spgg, but first, lipchang forget to bring his admin card and even his ezlink, secondly leo and linus came at ard 4 plus, and the swimming at spgg for students end at 5pm...so...we didnt went swimming... then after leo and linus came (after the rest of us playing for hours), we sat ard, doin some shitty stuffs to leo and linus cuz their birthday are 1 day before and after respectively, then we went to grab some bite at FC5... after tat we wanna soccer again, then continue all the way till ard 9 plus, then all head home after... once i reach home, as usual, on laptop and login to msn and internet, but then, something happen --- NO INTERNET!!! ARGH! so it was like a nightmare to me, and its super duper bored (cuz at tis point of life, in this era, ppl like me (blogger, msn etc) without internet is like hell! T.T then i 'emo', watch those moves in my comp...and do nothing -.- then all these days ppl keep askin me to talk online etc...wth...and i cant do anything... so... 9, 10, 11, 12 oct i forgot wad i do alr...tink acc friend study, go library etc lor... 13oct09 woke up at 8am plus, sit ard the house doin nothing cuz no internet, then think wad to bring, eat breakfast, watch movie on comp... kinda worry abt the bbq cuz of the weather... till like tink 1030am then i went out (dun wanna be late cuz alwaes late, somemore plan to meet hawa and syafiq at ard 12noon... but then i'm slightly before time, 1145 i reach bedok, then some ppl was kinda shock tat i reach tat early, hahas...then start to rain heavily... met syafiq at ard 1220, still showering after many minutes of heavy rain, then we slack a short while at the KFC there, then went sheng shiong and walk ard, looking for more things to buy for bbq... hawa and khai reach at duno wad time, somewhere ard 130pm plus, then we continue looking for stuffs, and to make sure tat nothing was left out... then after tat, roys reached juz the time when we're at the cashier paying for out stuffs... took bus to ECP, with loads of stuffs...then still drizzling...and weather seems better, then wondering which bus and where exactly should we alight the bus... took 196, ard 7 to 10 bus stops, then went down, finding our damn way to the place cuz its so unfamiliar to any of us as none of us took tat bus before (i tink)... reach area C of ECP, then duno tat area B was so so so so far~ away... we walk like 5 to 10 minutes, and start to rain heavily, and we seek the nearest shelter to us, but its still like 10 to 15 minutes walk to the place where our pit is... then seek shelter for like 35 to 40 minutes, feeling damn cold and wet...and somemore got strong winds...>.< walked to the bbq pit after rain is gettin better, then saw a Giant trolley at some grass area, and we all like crazy ppl, run towards the trolley and grab it, load out stuffs then push all the way there... kinda tiring but it was fun...lols...then after tat we start to pitch the tent cuz the weather seems better, then amir reached, and the weather seems EVEN better, so we started to put our stuffs at the bbq area and after frankie reach (with his umbrella), we started to start the fire... then blahblahblah...the day goes by..., vodka, coke, sarsi, f&n drink, green tea, marshmallow, satay, prawn, beef, hotdog, nugget...WOW!...had damn lots of drinks and foods...almost overload...lols... ...evening... took damn loads of photos using amir's camera... joke of the day i tink is the leo with the trolley...LOL...i tink (and hope) amir will post it all to facebook SOON~...lols...and hope my internet will be back SOON~!!! DAMN~!!!!!! ARGH! ...night... then pack stuffs, went walk with most of the ppl, till we reach the marine parade there, then at the mac slack...for few minutes... went home by bus at opp parkway parade at ard 1045 with zhai linus and jianfang, then blahblahblah... then duno wad time reach home... and tats the day we had...damn damn damn damn fun...thanks again for those who went to the bbq and especially those who kept and bring along stuffs for the bbq...;D u guys rox! XD [lucky tis outing success sia LOL]
begin @ 10/13/2009 08:36:00 PM
★ Oct 8, 2009 ★
WOOOOOOW! its so surprising...i've got some new names in my link list man! hahas...tat GOHLIPCHANG finally created a blog for god's sake...MUAHAHAHA!!! lols... lol...now more and more ppl in my list liao lol...but i hope he will update regularly lol...later another one, create blog liao then the blog become dead (or 'coma') LOLOLXD!
begin @ 10/08/2009 12:06:00 AM
★ Oct 7, 2009 ★
workin in 9 hrs time...sleeping in 9 minutes time...
reali felt so bored throughout this holiday...feel like earning extra cash, doin lots of fun stuffs and also studying, but none of them i have fulfilled. its so lifeless and hopeless...life is juz bored...wads my future? i've been thinkin abt this for such a long time...dreamt abt being tis and tat, tinkin of workin as tis and tat, hope to be somebody some day, but the journey doesnt seems to suit me...i'm juz not fitting in to the situation tat i should be in...every single time when i need to get serious abt studies, i'm slackin down and playin games...everytime when i wanna do something, i juz couldnt get myself 100% into it...its totally different from wad i am few months back! something have change inside me...and its cause onli from the inside...wad should i do? i feel so lost in life...i didnt knw which route of life i am heading to, wad career, wad kind of life i wanna lead in future...the future seems to be: empty...everything, every hope, everydreams juz seems to be fading away...
when could i find back all the motivations and dreams to live? those are all left behind from wad i've become now...damn life...
begin @ 10/07/2009 03:00:00 AM
★ Oct 5, 2009 ★
bloody fucked up day...its like screwing up my entire plan inside out! god damnit. so pissed. FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
begin @ 10/05/2009 11:44:00 PM
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damn fucked up...my sim card registration fail AGAIN! god damnit...and i didnt knw why the hell do they wanna cut my line before i could even see wads my previous month's bill! ARGH! >.<
begin @ 10/05/2009 04:34:00 PM
★ Oct 4, 2009 ★
god damn. now my phone...works as per normal, except for the screen backlight... previously it will juz 'black-out' for few minutes, and the light will turn back on...but since juz now when i recieve a call and notice the backlight wasnt on, it didnt turn out to be anything better all the way till now...juz hope it will turn itself on some time of the day, or probably i could juz get a new phone...>.< life sux.
begin @ 10/04/2009 11:44:00 PM
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lol michael jackson in pepsi comercial...wth
begin @ 10/04/2009 05:37:00 AM
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damn now at cousin's hse, using their internet, but then just by this time, youtube is under maintenance and facebook is lagging...wth is tat for? damnit juz at this time where i wanna find some entertainment cuz everyone's got their thing to do, and i'm now bored oready...-.-
current plans for last 2 weeks of holidays: - NO PLANS - except for working few days and then accompany my unofficial 'girl' friend study...lol... anyway hope all those jc ppl do well in their upcoming and coming examinations!
begin @ 10/04/2009 02:47:00 AM
★ Oct 3, 2009 ★
stupid laziness of mine...>.<
been so lazy to do exercise mowadays...damndamndamn...i'm growin fat dude! omfg...
begin @ 10/03/2009 03:05:00 AM
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