ok...today's the official last day of sch of my 2 clique members in class...
helplessly, i gonna see them leave, i'm gonna feel so lonely...
wad should i do? wad could i say?
perhaps i might look happy and crazy, but deep down in my heart, i didnt feel good...AT ALL...
well, i still hope tat our friendship will not come to an end...and you'll alwaes be my besties forever.
tml will be the first day i'll be in sch without being accompanied by u guys...and for these years, i'll never be able to see u guys in sch...
well, u guys keep saying tat i'll be able to concentrate on studies when u all leave, but wad i tink is -- tats all bullshit...
i dun give a damn whether did i put enough effort in my studies, juz as long as i can pass, and most importantly, live the days in sch with u guys ard...its a hardening fact tat i'm gonna face for the rest 2.5 years...
everything we did together will be precious memories deep down in my mind...you're both the first few friends of mine, and the first hangout-clique tat alwaes hangout together and share stuffs...
we might knw each other for some months only, but the impression of u guys engraved deep in my mind will never be replaced by any other ppl...thank you guys for all tat u've done with me...reali appreciate tat all more than ever...hope we'll still keep in contact and meet up frequently...if u guys dun mind...
i currently cant simply put every thoughts into words...cuz its pretty difficult to describe the feeling...
love u guys. good luck in future. may god bless u...
haix. 2 best friends are gonna leave me soon - real soon...
didnt wish to say goodbye to them, but there are no second options.
i'll miss the times we had together having fun before, during and after sch every single weekday, and hanging out together during weekends...
hope tat i'll be able to meet them up frequently(although not as much frequent as right now), but i'll appreciate all the things tat we did together and all the good times we spent together, skippin lessons and doin stupid stuffs... :/
love u guys more than ever.
weesen
wah sian...ytd after go town watch movie liao go home too tired to online...then sleep without even on-ing my laptop...LOL
tink i gotta keep posting cuz tis blog is dying REAL FAST...
bye~
woooo....woke up at 5am juz now...damn damn damn damn tired...><
(woke up and do some homework that should be handed in by today...)
sian later afternoon got soccer...omg...hope i'll live...
ok tats all...
i feel no sense of belonging...juz dun feel like i belong to somewhere or someone...
my life's fucked up...
i tink imma needa learn to live all alone...loner for life
finally got internet...actually ytd (or the day before) have alr...but then the day before i was sick, so reach home and land on bed till ytd, and ytd cant get thry cuz my lappy cock up again...
so luckily today can online, then check mail for GEMs' tutorial notes etc, then do GEMs homework and msn...
ok i hope amir gonna get online asap...cuz i wanna copy maths notes...>.<
wah siala...now i listening to a chinese song...lol...so long never listen to chinese song alr lor...somemore all my classmate like reggae & rnb & pop & rock & metal...all english somemore...some korean/jap song...wth...
then juz now listen to a thousand year song...i onli listen for like 48 minutes, and it alr played for 9 years 302 days ...wtf sia...and will end at year 2999...!!! FUCK. i tink after duno how many generation of mine perish then the song will end la...
a big thank to hawa ummal for lending me her starhub internet usb...
finally can use internet at home without the need to 'steal' other ppl's internet...
damnit sia 2 weeks no internet...>.< then never blog for so long...bloody hell... now forgot wad i usually blog alr...cuz like also no mood...damn shag...after many hours of soccer in sch... somemore juz now my peee kena 56/100...damnit...then juz hand in the paper and leave the class straight after the lecturer say "if u wan go thru, u can stay and listen; but if u wan to leave, juz hand in the paper and u can go"... damn no mood...somemore reali duno wad the fuck should i do tml...1030 to 1230 tcs, then 1430 to 1530 Emaths...wtf sia...2 hrs break and then 1 hrs of maths? wth is tat for sia...might as well straight after tcs maths then we can go off early or wad... damnit...damnit...damnit... then tml after sch also another fucked up thing...
dun wish to go home early, then some ppl go find gf, some wan go home...then i duno wad to do alr lor...DAMN!
ok i lazy blog liao...
BYE.